lost

I am lost. I am in a big space, that I don’t know where it is. Those aliens are so busy, they move fast heading to the disturbing noise. They don’t see me. Those whistles and swoosh are howling around me. It’s a noise. The wind, the buses and the children are running. It becomes a melody. Or is it a monster that is ready to eat me alive? My heart is bumping. I am no where. I am in the middle of this chaos. The sound and the motions keep running and running, they pound inside me. They like an echo in my head. Keep going high and high, and higher. It reaches the peak. They are running out of energy. They need a break, a moment to gather more power, to chase me. Then, suddenly, the voice disappear, pause for a minute. Then, it slowly emerges, like the voice of a young lady, calling me... yea…yea…with the thunder howling. I got my goose spume. She’s not alone. Many men and women are behind her. They are not men and women. They are just some unshaped shadow. They are strong, I know it. They sneer at me. Their image I getting bigger, they grow bigger and bigger, they are chasing me, with the young lady smile, “don’t be afraid”, she convinces me. Stay here. I can’t. I have to run.. Don’t run after me. I am tired. I can’t move my body. I can’t breath. I need to keep my ayes open. I would not let they eat me. As long as I keep my eyes awake, they will only just stare at me. How can I leave them behind? The shadow keep following me. I am not alone. I am never being alone. The wind, the vibration from the telephone wire, the leaves which dancing with the wind, they are always with me. Stop. I need a time for myself. Only me.